I created this blog not because I wanna be famous or something. I just want to share what's in my mind and how exactly i feel deep inside. Such a waste that I wasn't able to create a site/blog before since I used to write everything in piece of paper and when I feel better, just throw it away. Away where no one can read it and know how happy, frustrated, upset or grateful I was. When you got no one to talk to...it seems like you're all alone in this cruel world! It feels like no one in this world seems to care and love you. Keeping all those ugly stuff in your mind and heart is really a burden. You can't think of anything positive that might happen in the future. All you know is "you're alone and neglected".